Monday, November 17, 2025

November 17th 2025 Lindsay Ostrem Roach

 

PSALM 84: 10 

10 Better is one day in your courts
    than a thousand elsewhere;
I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God
    than dwell in the tents of the wicked.
11 For the Lord God is a sun and shield;
    the Lord bestows favor and honor;
no good thing does he withhold
    from those whose walk is blameless.

12 Lord Almighty,
    blessed is the one who trusts in you.


Today we remember our love one's crossing over to the "land of the living" to be with Jesus. Even after 22 years she still ministers to us in ways we never anticipated. 

Today I opened a devotional that include a reference to Psalm 84. When I read verse 10, I was reminded that it was the source of one of Lindsay's favorite worship songs. 

Lindsay is safe and secure in the Arms of Jesus in His Courts..."Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere". 

Thank you Jesus!

Tuesday, October 14, 2025

October 13, 2025

 At 9AM yesterday I celebrated my 17th birthday....seventeen years aga I received my stem cell transplant at Mayo at 9 am. The nurses wished me a Happy Birthday! Today I am so grateful to God and those He equipped to treat my mantle cell lymphoma. I am grateful for His sustaining Spirit that continues to breathe life into me. Thank you Jesus for you goodness and mercy!

Friday, January 19, 2024

Update: The Journey toward Healing is full of amazing Grace January 18th, 2024

Jan 18th: CT and PET scans confirmed that the research immunotherapy treatment is very effective. Involved lymphnodes generally were decreasing in size and activity. Some almost 1/2 the size as previously scanned earlier in my treatment. 

Gratitude for the gifts that God has given to special women and men who are inspired to research and develop these miraculous therapies and interventions. Grateful for the privilege participate in the clinical study that may lead to greater recoveries and possible cures. Thank you Jesus, the Healer of all ills. You are my Rock and Salvation in Whom  I trust.

One of the gifts I received over New Years was Covid....I thought it might be reaction to injection of the antibody which has some similar side effects. I was wrong. Started out with Paxlovid for 5 days, than a series of 5 plasma infusions from folks who have had Covid and donated their plasma for patients like me. Completed my 5th infusion and immunotherapy injection on 18th. All is well. Thank you. I am recovering, by Grace, thanks to the gifts of others I will probably never meet on this side of eternity.

A prayer request I would ask. My daughter-in-law Amy's mother Nancy received a diagnosis of cancer earlier this week. Please take a moment when she crosses your mind and pray for healing grace and peace to cover Nancy and her loved ones. You may never meet her but your prayers matter to God and others.

Thursday, January 4, 2024

It's a New Year and looking forward to the wonders and promises God in Christ has for the Ostrem family

 We had a great Christmas and New Years. Lot's of food and family time. Watching for God surprises as the new year unfolds. Colin and Whitney were in Florida with the Robinsdale Armstrong Marching Band and performed at the ReliaQuest Bowl at halftime. Go to You Tube and put in Halftime HS bands at ReliaQuest Bowl  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pHoM2j3Urck. Supurb performance. So proud of all our family. They are full of gifts and talents that only God could give. Happy and blessed New Year.


Friday, November 17, 2023

IT HAS BEEN 20 YEARS TODAY...LINDSAY OSTREM ROACH

Twenty years today our Lindsay, 26, crossed over from the "land of the leaving" to the "Land of the Living" with Jesus the Christ, Son of the Living God. 

Resting in the loving arms the Lord Jesus we have rejoiced in Lindsay"s deep faith that carried her home. We have lived with the painful "Pangs of Loss " as we remember her and miss her. 

Friends and family have held us and helped us grow in our faith and lives. We are grateful for the multitudes of prayers poured out over the year by so many.

Yesterday had my 4th treatment and no side effects. Amazing treatment. I now begin cycle 2 where every 21 days I return to Mayo for another injection. The Journey Toward Healing continues with deep gratitude and confidence in God's goodness and mercy that has followed all the days of our lives. 

"Joy is the Echo of God's Life within us."       SO BE IT. 

Monday, October 30, 2023

Cycle One of Four is complete.

The Lord’s kindness never fails! If he had not been merciful, we would have been destroyed. The Lord can always be trusted to show mercy each morning. Deep in my heart I say, ‘The Lord is all I need; I can depend on him!’”

Lamentations 3:22-24 (CEV)

The first cycle of the bi-specific antibody was very tolerable. No side effects. Thank you for all the prayers and gracious comments. God's goodness and mercy was poured out again. Thanks be to God!

Next cycle resumes Thursday-Saturday. 

"In His Nail Pierced Healing Hands" we lay our days and nights. Blessings dear friends. Tedd and Lois


 

Sunday, October 22, 2023

The Journey Continues with a new season of treatment

Tomorrow I will begin the process of pre-trial testing to join a drug study for my recurent Mantle Cell lymphoma. It will be a bi-specific antibody therapy which is proving to be quite effective in treating my type of lymphoma. I am blessed to able to receive the opportunity to be a part of this research study at the Mayo Clinic.

Our small group at church this morning laid hands on Lois and me as they prayed for journey toward healing. Prayer is powerful. Jesus the Healer hears our prayers and answers them according to His will. He answers our pleas but not always the way we desire. His peace comes with His presence as we lay our lives before Him in humility and trust. I have no fear for I know whose I am...I am a child of God.  Father, Son and Holy Spirit comfort me. The Scriptures come alive in a unique way at times like these. They are truly the Living Word of God that meet us in our need.

 No matter the outcome of this season, I am good. If I have complete remission I good. If not, I am good. Jesus holds this journey in His hands and I am secure in His presence. Thanks be to God the Father for His goodness and mercy that has followed us all the days of our lives.

Psalm 18 is one of my go to Psalms at times like this...What an amazing, loving, powerful God we serve!

 I love you, O Lord, my strength.
The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer,
    my God, my rock, in whom I take refuge,
    my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
I call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised,
    and I am saved from my enemies.

The cords of death encompassed me;
    the torrents of destruction assailed me;
the cords of Sheol entangled me;
    the snares of death confronted me.

In my distress I called upon the Lord;
    to my God I cried for help.
From his temple he heard my voice,
    and my cry to him reached his ears.

Then the earth reeled and rocked;
    the foundations also of the mountains trembled
    and quaked, because he was angry.
Smoke went up from his nostrils,
    and devouring fire from his mouth;
    glowing coals flamed forth from him.
He bowed the heavens and came down;
    thick darkness was under his feet.
10 He rode on a cherub and flew;
    he came swiftly on the wings of the wind.
11 He made darkness his covering, his canopy around him,
    thick clouds dark with water.
12 Out of the brightness before him
    hailstones and coals of fire broke through his clouds.

13 The Lord also thundered in the heavens,
    and the Most High uttered his voice,
    hailstones and coals of fire.
14 And he sent out his arrows and scattered them;
    he flashed forth lightnings and routed them.
15 Then the channels of the sea were seen,
    and the foundations of the world were laid bare
at your rebuke, O Lord,
    at the blast of the breath of your nostrils.

16 He sent from on high, he took me;
    he drew me out of many waters.
17 He rescued me from my strong enemy
    and from those who hated me,
    for they were too mighty for me.
18 They confronted me in the day of my calamity,
    but the Lord was my support.
19 He brought me out into a broad place;
    he rescued me, because he delighted in me.

 


Wednesday, February 8, 2023

If I had only known this 26 years ago!!!

 

Orison Marden, who told that story in an old book, said, “Laughter begins in the lungs and diaphragm, setting the liver, stomach, and other internal organs into a quick, jelly-like vibration, which gives a pleasant sensation and exercise, almost equal to that of horseback riding.”[1] 

Most of us worry more than we laugh. But remember, “A merry heart does good, like medicine” (Proverbs 17:22). In Luke 6:21, Jesus promised laughter to the weeping. We’ll enjoy many good laughs in the cheerfulness of heaven, but don’t wait until then. Cultivate a merry heart now. Instead of focusing on what might be, focus on what will be.

[1] Orison Marden, Wisdom and Empowerment (Chicago, IL: Musaicum Books, 2017).

 

I might have written Junior off as... a physical therapy/emotional support animal!

He gave me 24 years of wonderful memories...Thank you, Junior


















 












Saturday, November 19, 2022

Sharing a post from a dear friend of mine...Norton was along side ministering to us through Lindsay's journey home in 2003

Norton Lawellin

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Daily message of hope...

For Friday, November 18, 2022:

1 Thessalonians 4:16-17 NLT: “The Lord himself will come down from heaven with a commanding shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trumpet call of God. First, the believers who have died will rise from their graves. Then, together with them, we who are still alive and remain on the earth will be caught up in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. Then we will be with the Lord forever.”

Yesterday I promised to answer the question: “What happens when we die?” Here we go!

We only need a body because we live on earth. But in the spiritual realm, what matters is your eternal essence, your soul; nefesh in Hebrew. Interestingly, nefesh can also be translated as “life.” So your soul is what is life to the Lord; your body is just an accessory. Your body can die and be put in the ground, but your soul cannot. Heaven is not concerned with the demise of your body, but the Bible says, “Absent from the body, present with the Lord.” When you die, your soul finds God right away! The soul of a believer is very important to our Lord!

In the end times, Jesus will come to earth again, with much ceremony, riding on a white horse signifying purity. Graves will open and fully restored bodies will be reunited with their souls, joining Jesus in the sky! After that, believers who are still alive will be raptured, joining Jesus and the others. The best news ever is that believers will then be with the Lord forever!

Salvation is permanent!

Pastor Norton Lawellin

Jesus in the City Fellowship, 3249 30th Ave. S., Minneapolis, MN 55406

 


Sunday, October 30, 2022

The HOPE AND ASSURANCE of ALL SAINTS DAY...

TODAY'S DEVOTIONAL CONTAINS THE TRUTH ABOUT JESUS CHRIST THAT CHANGES EVERYTHING CONCERNING THE FEAR OF DEATH. 

ALL SAINTS DAY IS JUST AFTER "HALLOWEEN EVE." A DAY TO REMEMBER ALL THE FOLKS WHO HAVE DIED WITH A FAITH AND TRUST IN WHO JESUS IS AND WHAT HE HAS DONE FOR US.

I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING THEM ALL AGAIN IN THE "LAND OF THE LIVING" WHICH JESUS HAS PREPARED FOR THOSE WHO TRUST IN HIM AND THE GRACE HE HAS POURED OUT FOR US ON THE CROSS. JESUS IS LORD OF ALL! THANKS BE TO GOD.


The Reality of Heaven

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The same Bible that develops the subject of hell also reveals the truth about heaven. What is heaven like? Playing harps all day? Lounging around on Cloud Nine? Living in enormous mansions along solid gold streets? Does it mean we'll all have long white robes with matching sandals, glowing halos, and big flapping wings? Hardly!

Heaven is an actual place. A prepared place, designed for God's redeemed people, those who have accepted God's free gift of His Son.

"Do not let your heart be troubled; believe in God, believe also in Me. In My Father's house are many dwelling places; if it were not so, I would have told you; for I go to prepare a place for you. If I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you to Myself, that where I am, there you may be also." (John 14:1–3)

According to this and other New Testament verses, heaven will be a place of beauty, peace, constant health, and happiness, filled with people from all the earthly ages who have one thing in common: faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, the Lamb of God, who took away the sin of the world.

In heaven we'll have a face-to-face, exclusive relationship with our Savior, gloriously enjoyed without interruption or heartache or grief or sin or the threat of death. God promised that He would make all things new in heaven.

And I saw a new heaven and a new earth; for the first heaven and the first earth passed away, and there is no longer any sea. And I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, made ready as a bride adorned for her husband . . . Then He said to me, "It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give to the one who thirsts from the spring of the water of life without cost. (Revelation 21:1–2, 6)

Heaven will be the destiny of those who take God at His Word, believing in His Son, Jesus Christ, and coming, by faith, to salvation . . . without cost.

Can something this good really be free? Even free of works? You decide after reading these Scripture verses.

For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; not as a result of works, that no one may boast. (Ephesians 2:8–9)

Being justified as a gift by His grace through the redemption which is in Christ Jesus. (Romans 3:24)

Yes, salvation comes to us "free and clear" of any hidden charges or religious deeds or human effort. We come to God through Christ . . . lost, sinful, without hope, and deserving of hell. In grace, He sees us in Christ and in grace loves us, forgives us, accepts us into His family, and promises us an eternal home with Him in heaven, the ultimate destination of all His people.

Salvation is the single most important issue in all of life. Yet, if we are not careful, we'll put it off until later; we'll even put it completely out of our minds. Salvation is an urgent matter and is yours for the taking.

I ask you, will you do so today?

Excerpted from Avoiding Stress Fractures, Copyright © 1990, 1995 by Charles R. Swindoll, Inc. All rights reserved worldwide. For additional information and resources visit us at www.insight.org.

Keep on Keepin’ On

Are the daily tasks you perform bordering on drudgery? Have you been waiting a long time for a breakthrough? Pastor Chuck Swindoll reminds you you’re in good company. Stay at it!

Saturday, July 2, 2022

Celebrating Three Quarters of a Century!

 As I was out riding horseback this week with a dear friend, Tim Hanson , he turned around and said I was going to celebrate living for three quarters of a century! In 2008 I was looking at 3-5 years survival after my stem cell transplant. Tim’s comment made me give thanks AGAIN for God’s goodness and mercy poured out on my life and family. What better birthday gift than a reminder of such goodness. Thank you Tim for a spiritual shot in an aging arm!! May I not waste a day of the rest of my life. Thanks be to God!!✝️

Sunday, June 5, 2022

SUMMER 2022

As summer ebbs its way into our lives again we give thanks for a wonderful school year for our love ones. Next year we will have an 8th grader, 2 sixth graders, 2 third graders and 2 kindergartners. Oh how the days pass quickly in our lives. 

Lois was our families "sub of the year" as she helped fill the huge need for subs in the district she taught for so many years. She is a real trooper. Education is such an important part of equipping our young to become good citizen. We cannot afford to fail them. 

Summer is a time for our kids to refresh and run:

Let them enjoy the outdoors and freedom from schedules to tight. 

Let them be creative and interact with the neighbor kids. 

Limit their time on their devices?     They will have the rest of their lives to play on their phones or computers when they have to grind out a living in this complex world we have given them.

"A Love Note"... from a grandpa who had the privilege to enjoy the freedoms of summer as a kid on the farm...

Grandpa Tedd

Tuesday, April 5, 2022

45 YEARS AGO

Forty five years ago today God graced us with a little girl named Lindsay. It was a few days before Easter Sunday. Our pastor referred to our two daughters as "Easter and Christmas" due to the proximity of their birth-days to Easter and Christmas. Our hearts are full of joy and wonder as we remember Lindsay today. To be given a son and two daughters is a great privilege. Wathcing and praying as they grew into young men and women was a gift to be savored for years to come. 

Thank you Jesus for Justin, Lindsay and Whitney! Fearfully and wonderfully made by your hands and placed in our lives forever.

Thursday, March 17, 2022

 

Who’s in Charge?

March 17, 2022

And He has made from one blood every nation of men to dwell on all the face of the earth, and has determined their preappointed times and the boundaries of their dwellings.
Acts 17:26

A large log was swept from the bank of a fast-flowing river and is hurtling through the rapids. (The log is our world.) On the log are thousands of tiny ants, all of whom think they are in control of the log. (We are the ants.)

Is anything more absurd than for a tiny ant to think it is in charge of a giant log that is careening on the waves of a raging river? And yet, men and women often think that we can change the outcome of this tumultuous world and bring it safely to what we think is the best outcome. The Bible states the obvious opposite: This world belongs to God, and God alone is able to work out His purposes for the world He created. The ancients believed God ruled over all (Deuteronomy 32:8; Job 12:23) as did the prophets (Daniel 2:20-22) and the apostles (Acts 17:26).

Don’t let the tumult in our world create fear in your heart. God has been, is, and will remain on the throne ruling His creation.

Nothing is beyond [God’s] control…. The Bible is clear that God is in control of everything that happens.
Joni Eareckson Tada

   

Tuesday, January 25, 2022

DON'T QUIT; KEEP GOING!

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a huge crowd of witnesses to the life of faith, let us strip off every weight that slows us down, especially the sin that so easily trips us up. And let us run with endurance the race God has set before us. We do this by keeping our eyes on Jesus, the champion who initiates and perfects our faith. Because of the joy awaiting him, he endured the cross, disregarding its shame. Now he is seated in the place of honor beside God’s throne. Think of all the hostility he endured from sinful people; then you won’t become weary and give up. After all, you have not yet given your lives in your struggle against sin. 

Hebrews 12.1-4

We have been living in a great season of loss...family, friends, neighbors (some we knew and many we didn't know personally. It is so easy to quit and give up at time like this. 

DON'T QUIT. KEEPING GOING! 

KEEP YOUR EYES ON JESUS AND HIS GREAT LOVE FOR US AS HE WENT TO THE CROSS FOR US!

BE GRATEFUL THAT JESUS DID NOT QUIT AND GIVE UP.

IT WAS FOR YOU AND ME THAT HE REFUSED TO GIVE IN AND GIVE UP SO WE WOULD BE FREE.

FREE INDEED.

THANKS BE TO GOD IN CHRIST JESUS! 

Thursday, November 25, 2021

THANKSGIVING 2021

 THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU. FOR BEING IN MY LIFE. I ASK FOR NO MORE. 

HAPPY THANKSGIVING 2021 MY FRIENDS

Saturday, November 13, 2021

November 17, 2021

Days, weeks, months and years pass so effortlessly, and before you know it eighteen years have slipped away. November 17th is the anniversary of Lindsay's crossing over into the arms of Jesus. We were blessed to have the years we had. Gratitude for God's goodness and mercy continues to be the balm for loss when the unthinkable enters your life. 

Thank you, Lord, for your every present love and care for our loved ones. We have the joy of sharing each day with our family. They lift us up with their grace and love. Your love sustains us daily as we claim that "nothing can separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus!" 

See you later Lindsay! Love ya lots. 

Dad and Mom

Saturday, August 28, 2021

IT'S STATE FAIR TIME AGAIN!!

First Day at the State Fair... found the Bench:

 RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE CROSSROADS CHAPEL!!  

A PERFECT PLACE....